Raining outside..
January 15th, 2011 § 4 Comments
damn i woke up a t 1223 today, with a bit of sinus and sore throat.. i could feel that my throat is inflamed due to the cigs. No more cigs for me.. i don’t feel like having any again. it always ends up with a bad morning..
i don’t know why but i feel like blogging.
its drizzling outside and i can feel my head is getting better, it has been aching even before i sleep.
someone asked me this before.. “when would it be the right time? will there ever be the right time?” It reminds me of a question my dearest hottie friend Crystal Cha asked before, “how do you know if he or she is ‘THE ONE’?”
i still ponder on those questions… and it probably would result me in comatose. the only thing i know is that when i see ‘the one’, my heart will beat like crazy, and at that moment, i feel alive.
BUT, there’s a big BUT. BuT what if it was never meant to happen? i mean, if something went terribly wrong before and things kinda got messed up and you just can’t be together with ‘THE ONE’? is there such a thing as.. ‘almost close to THE ONE’?
i’m just coming up with lots of questions. i should focus on getting my butt off the couch and start cooking indomee or something.
x. take care people. have an awesome weekend. whoever. =’)
One of my bosses’ wife once told my other friend : When you are okay with yourself, when you are contented with yourself, that’s when your THE ONE will appear.
When she said that, I was like.. wtf. How on earth is that possible? How on earth is a person going to be OKAY with himself or herself? There’s so many things about ourselves that we don’t like and we want to be better. How can we be OKAY with ourselves? Wouldn’t being OKAY with ourselves mean not pushing it towards the best? Mindfuck. I know. Haha!
But as I read your post, it suddenly clicked with me that it IS possible to be okay with ourselves, because you know what they say — positive energy attract positive energy; needy people attract needy people… birds of the same feather flock together. So yeah… I suppose that’s when we’re telling the Universe that we’re ready to meet THE ONE.
I think what your bosses’ wife meant OKAY was.. to accept yourself as it is, you have your flaws, and accept it, BUT that doesn’t mean we can be complacent. We still have to improve and be awesome. Coz awesome is an ATTITUDE!!
but anyway, i’m still learnin to accept the way i am. Once i start to love myself, probably i’ll be ‘THE ONE’ magnet. Only ‘THE ONE’ will be attracted to me. hmm… niche market. xp
i know you met ‘THE ONE’ ALREADY LAH! =D
“when i see ‘the one’, my heart will beat like crazy, and at that moment, i feel alive.”
I agree with that… some of the time. But hardly ever. I
I think the one is when you’ve just had an argument,
when one of you said something carelessly without meaning it (usually the guy),
when one of you said something mean and sarcastic in retaliation (usually the girl),
when you look at the person first thing in the morning and think, right… he/she needs to comb her hair,
when you discover an annoying habit about the other person, like that they squeeze the toothpaste tube from the middle, or that they are anal about NOT squeezing the toothpaste tube from anywhere but the end,
and you STILL think to yourself, but I still wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else…
that’s when you know you’ve found the one.
And, for the record, I don’t think that there is one ‘The One’ for everyone. For anyone, for that matter. ‘The one’ becomes the one because you choose to make that person the one. And you choose to stick with them.