New day

10Oct09

Its 7.06am…
I’m still awake…
How long will i be like this.
I’m praying. Still praying. I tried to keep myself busy…
Its not easy….
Sigh…
God..

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Dear Dad

27Sep09

Dear dad,
Today, i was waken up by a phone call from Ian. I was wondering la why he called. Suddenly ask me whether i’m okay or not. Told him i just woke up. After i end the call, i saw a message from him, “oh my goodness Joshua!! Hang in there”…  thought it was some [...]

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Dearest

16Sep09

Dear people that completes a place i call ‘home’.
Miss you guys!
Selamat Hari Raya…
=(

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Yeap! Dat’s it.

15Sep09

Yeah. i admit.
From now on, can call me the worst person for time management….
Still…
Something i’ve been struggling for thousands of years… my own discipline.
What makes the difference between an amateur and a professional is their ability to discipline themselves in doing their task…. Professionals can, i can’t… =(
I don’t want to stay as an amateur!
I [...]

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Anger

19Aug09

Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before – it takes something from him. – Louis L’Amour
Anger and jealousy can no more bear to lose sight of their objects than love. -George Eliot
Why does anger be the choice of action… even [...]

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Sigh… Monday… whats with you?

18Aug09

or probably, whats with me? angry wei…

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Status Report

19Jul09

Am at the Cyber Cafe
1. My MacBook died coz the OSX got some problem. the 2 time happen in less than a month. I blame it on MacCity. These guys can’t format whatever and install it properly. ASsssses..
2. Am studyin my notes on Writing for Mass Media. I don’t know what to study about. And [...]

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And You called…

19Jul09

Last year, You told me clearly “stay close to me, i got big plans for you.”
I got distracted,
No, i dont want to blame them for my mistakes,
I wanted to try, I was curious,
I wanted to feel another life,
I wanted to go through what others went through
I call it shits in life,
But i went through it,
And [...]

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Why?

12Jul09

I just reformatted my mac last wednesday… and yesterday, my keyboard doesn’t work and the click pad thinks that i’m clicking the secondary click (right click)…
THis is the third event my mac fails. The first was when the HDD died. That was one month ago. Few weeks after that. The OSX jammed. Then now…. this. [...]

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To do list:

06Jul09

Before the new semester starts… i have to:
1. Cut my hair… many complains about it.
2. Do ear piercing. Aku nak!!!
3. Get my camera’s sensor cleaned.
4. Not to fail in exam, and get at least C+ instead of failing it.
5. Change my Mac OS to Leopard.
6. To fall in love.
7. To have my room cleaned.
8. Go [...]

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